Thought I'd take a break from this overly depressing article I am doing for Cosmo UK. :(

I was watching "The Crow" the other day and I loved it. God, Brandon Lee is so god damn hooooot!!!! I wish he was alive to be notable in Hollywood more. If he was alive, he was to play Neo in The Matrix. And I personally think he makes a better Neo. It is sad really, he died pretty young, in a freak accident during the filming of "The Crow"..its so so so sad...the same way I felt when I watched Aaliyah's Rock the Boat :( It is pretty disturbing to watch something, which was actually the cause of death of that famous someone, the star of the show.









r.i.p

I knew he was such a good looking chap cos I knew when he died, but just realised he was SUPER DUPER good looking. :`( Why do good people die for nothing? :|

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Today was super screwed. It all started off with the financial drama.
I got my copywriting payment and decided to deposit it. And then came along my inevitable stupidity, I forgot to fill in the details and slip the check into the envelope and stick it into the depositors. I instead dunked my check right into it and I thought, thats it! Lost $$$$ just like that! But then the banker came to the rescue and told me to wait till after 2pm (this happened at 11:30am) And so I dillied- dallied and at 2pm i went to the bank, since they were gonna call me. So i waited for an extra hour thinking they would call me once the check is ready to be re-deposited. 3pm - straight went in and asked for my check. And they even had the nerves to tell me that it was done 45 mins ago and waited for me. Right, if only you called me I coulda done it quick and fast. Grrrrrr.........

It is partially my utter stupidity * kicks myself*

Quote of the day : Everything beautiful has some kind of pain before it becomes beautiful.
A current principle I should REALLY take into account...

Weird bod

Imagine a "perfect" body of my face(oh well, after the extreme plastic surgery), Jasmine's torso, and Harwin's super-smooth-n-sexy legs?
I did it...




Coulda been nice but it just looks plain weird.
Haha. I'm eccentric.

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My last day of this semester with the juniors




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MOH outting with sister



Me...




Me....



Sis....


Over n out x

Every cloud has a silver lining

I had such a fucked up day I was wondering if ever I would get good luck in my life. Everything I do and accomplish seems to fail and flip upside down as planned. Its as if I am cursed to live such life. Why don't the wordly spirits just come and kill me?

After such a day...

Something cheered me up (but then, it was too late for anything.........)

see above....a postcard from Nick wishing me luck in everything I do and yet another confession of love hee hee.


I guess every cloud has a silver lining..

p/s: I am crap at placing pics in blogger so its all messy hee hee.



Listening to: Breaking Benjamin

Days when you don't need the human touch at all..

I was watching Steve Irwin's (replay) documentary on his dog, Sui, and the death of his dog with him being by her side. I sobbed so much(ah...the emo attack is back) looking at all the times the dog has been around him till the day she died. The bond, indescribable in words, no human ever can get faithfulness from what a dog has.

At times, when I am down, I do not want to look at someone in the eyes and tell them how I feel, rather I prefer to sob it all off with a dog. I have yearned sooo much to have a dog, a companion that does not stab you in you back and get jealous of you, a companion who shows apparent happiness when you are back from work, a dog that anticipates to spend all her days and nights with you and only you. At rough times I'm having now, I wish a dog could hear my cry and cry with me, give me a lil nudge on my cheeks when I needed TLC and good laughter, wag her tail to show that he/she is happy to be around me. I want that - something extraordinary. I want a true friend amidst all the hidden sorrow I am bottling up. And whats ironic is the bloody homosapiens are against me to have that friend who would give me all I need on a bloody down day. I want to show my all................to just a dog who would brighten me up. I miss the companionship a pet has given me. Eyewitnesses will tell you how I brawled my all out on Pek Mei's shoulder when my super furry buddy fell prey to the evilness of the pussy-cat. I want to go home to that genuine companion, be able to sing and sleep to that tireless attention the dog is capable of giving. At least Nick has something to go back too everyday, I dont...

I really need you my friend.....I will get you when I'm together with him...

At least The Croc Hunter is in a better place with his dog again, reunited.


Listening to : Ultra

RIP Steve Irwin

RIP Steve Irwin.
Gave me such a shock cos I was on time to get the news just 3 minutes after Queensland police force released the death statement.
You've showed iron-fist guts and heart-melting passion for what you have done to create such a hit that many have been riding your bandwagon.
I'm glad you "loved" me too - the penguin *rolls eyes* ;)
Anyway....
My deepest condolences to anyone and everyone who thinks this wonderful bloke has created an impact in their lives.
Damn stingrays....you are pretty lil creatures but dang..............nvm.
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Managed to salvage loads of baguette from Bakers Cottage and ate it like theres no tomorrow.
Lazy to go through studying for the rest of the exams. *sigh*