Why is life today known as....life?

I was sobbing, and still sobbing at the outcome of the season 2 finale of Grey's Anatomy. When Denny passed away(I knew he will, then where's the drama right?), and Izzie found him and was lying next to his corpse, while all her other fellow interns were looking on, was very disturbing. Even more, when you can't accept it because you were asked to marry the person you love just an hour ago. The way she was brawling at how life can change within a flash of lightning was sad enough, but when the background song of Snow Patrol's Chasing Cars was played, I cried even more.

It's funny how evolution takes place, and dictates life as how it is right now. Some think it's a beautiful thing, some think it's sucky. All I know is I'll never find the real reason to why people are created to die evetually, why do innocent people have to be sacrificed for the blind, fatal desires of the bad and the ugly, etc. What's even more amusing and bizarre is that how biological factors, superstition, global economical distribution, and other things contribute to your mortal existence and how long is that for for every varied individual. I just wish...I could find some answers to questions like why do good people die for nothing, sometimes, and more. I wish the global antagonists are the ones that die from causing harm to what I'd like to picture an ideal world to live in would be. Like Denny deserved a heart, and could possibly live longer with it, but why did he die? Was it written as his fate, to die from something that saved his life? Was it the blood clot that made him die? Was it that God made the bloodclot to happen, thence taking his life. (Denny mentioned he believed in the existence of heaven and would prefer to go to heaven if given a choice). What made Denny believe in heaven? God? His personal choice? It's all a puzzling puzzle to give us all shizzles and headaches to come up with our own hypothesis. Why was Izzie too desperate to give him the heart he deserved, the heart that killed him? Did she want him to die so she could inherit all his money, or is it simple real love?

Go figure. But do not bother if you do not watch Grey's Anatomy or prefer Scrubs and shit like that. If this is interesting to you and you do not watch Grey's Anatomy, then I've given you a good reason to watch it.